2 worlds the same!

OK so, not sure whats going on. RL and SL seem about the same.. At a halt.

* Working in 2 worlds: One I'm waiting for a new position(fingers crossed)yet not sure I'm ready for it, and seriously wondering if I get the position if Ill accept it. In the other world I started a new business with Stefan, not sure how that will be either. Yesterdays Grand Opening was great but today's auction, not so hot.. So not sure how It will go..

* Relationships in both world are the same, who would have thunk that? But its OK. Sometimes feels a bit tiring and not so good but the most part its fine. Just keep remembering I got the boys. And if they are good then I'm good.:)

* The boys ARE good, totally awesome and the children at the adoption agency are awesome too. LOL

* Haven't slept well in RL and don't sleep in SL at all..

* Friends in RL are going threw some not so good things and some friends in SL the same (not so good). Different friends btw. Wish I could fix it and make it better for them in both worlds.

* I feel excited, happy and on top of the world one minute and that total melt down in RL. SL its the same way. All is good and then crashes. WTH

OK now tell me how 2 worlds can be the same. LOL

So, I know that my personality (as many others) is similar in SL as in RL. Cant change your personality completely. Can only dream and adjust it some. My thoughts and beliefs are the same too. Trust me I tried to be different in SL. LOL Just couldn't do it. Ask the escort I met. He'll tell ya, a simple dance and a few kind words and I said "sorry gotta go..", tped out of there as fast as possible. LOL Even made a separate AV to venture into worlds I haven't been in. LOL Ya well she didn't work the way I wanted. Teehee!

A couple of my friends say I need to venture out more and get off True North some. Slow down on working and have some fun! What they don't understand is that working to me is fun. And I do meet new people everyday....

Been to Disney, bedrock, scuba diving and sky diving oh and even bungee jumping. I explored space, embraced vampire hood, became neko. A farmer a waitress a guardian.. I even play TE. With others I built True North and constantly change it to better it. Hence the new farm. So what else.. Show me more.. What am I missing?

Overall I think both worlds are OK. And now that June is gone and I'm finally meeting Meg and Stefan (all the way from CA) I think it will get better.

Still wondering where to go from here in both worlds tho. Some how give them both a jump start. Giggles, any suggestions.

Come on show me the love. Its all about the love friends, so bring it on.

Luv ya all,

signed

Sexy vampire neko farmer